Everything that shines aint always gonna be gold.

God I’m down here on my knees cause it’s the last place left to fall. </3

:)

Sometimes things happen for a reason, whether we find that reason out right away or years from now. I’m just glad I got to see you today.

I can’t wait for this weekend.

1. I get to spend it with my best friend & her awesome family. :)
2. We have a 3 day weekend.
3. I’m getting a new tattoo for my dad. I’m going to cry like a little baby & Haley’s gonna hold my hand the whole time.

Forever alone.

I guess I’m just not gonna have friends anymore.
If you haven’t learned by now, YOU DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO. Don’t fucking boss me around & expect me to bend over backwards to make you happy & do things with you.
Maybe I’m just tired of girls being bitches. I don’t know. I need a boy bestfriend who’s always gonna be there for me that wont bitch about stupid ass bullshit.

I just want a motherfucking tattoo! I don’t know what it is but I just can’t wait to feel the pain. Ahhh

You know what really fucking sucks?

Having to drive by that spot every day on the way home.
Each time I pass by it my heart sinks & all I think about is you.
I gave you a hard time & I wasn’t always the best daughter, but I’d do anything in the world to just have one more moment with you.
One more Nascar race together.
One more laugh.
One more smile.
One my kiss.
One more hug.
One more anything.
I miss you so much daddy.
Come backkk? D;

I guess I’m just having one of those days. I’m tired of being alone. I feel so worthless. I feel like no one cares. I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to that actually cares, without just being nosey. I just want someone to come along, grab me in their arms, hold me tight & tell me everything’s going to be okay. I know it’ll be a lie but at least I could believe it for a little bit. I’m tired of walking around like everything’s okay, when I’m falling apart inside.

We may walk through the halls as strangers, but the funny thing is we both know we’ll never really be strangers.

Sorry I can’t fucking please everyone. Not to be selfish or anything but at some point I have to stop worrying about what everyone else wants & make myself happy.